today having a mini party for sis 1 years old bday.
today is not her bday actually.
we forward her bday as her actual bday falls on the weekdays.
& no one is free to celebrate for her, all will be either working or schooling.
so later on will be having big big feast.
did not bought her any present, becox she still young we don't know what to buy for her.[lame excuse]
particially, is becox i don't have money.
i'm still waiting for my pay.
where is my pay?
& my pathetic bank saving only left $5 plus.
pathetic right?!
so come on pay, reach out your notes & let me spent on you. hahas!
this month i kept spending money, i aslo don't know why?
when i saw nice clothes, i will buy! buy! buy!
but in the end also never wear.
waste right!
okay forget it!
2 chalet is coming up!
gonna to save money from today onwards.
no more outing with cliques after school.
go home straight & prepare for the major exams.
i'm really afraid of exams.'
trying to run away for it, but i know i can't
sometimes i really afriad that i will not proceed to higher nitec,
i will ask myself if i did not proceed to higher nitec, what should i do'?
take up another course or go out society to work?
it's really makes me so clueless about it.
people will ask me what you want to be when you grow up.
& my mind was like totally blank!
i haven think of what to be when i grow up!
pathetic right?!
other people at the age of mine or even younger than me, will start to think for their future.
such a loser Elaine:(
so now i only concentrate in my studies.
i have regretted not to study well for my "N"level.
o still remember the day when i received my slip.
my tears were rolling inside my eyes.
my heart really ache!
so after this incident, i told myself to work hard.
every subject is important to me.
no matter how easy or difficult is the subject or how good or bad is the teacher i will still study.[sarcastic]
so will work hard for my studies now:)