this is the only place & way i can vent my anger on & say out everything deep inside my heart.
i think somehow my freedom is being controlled.
why can't i go countdown with my friends & stay overnight at outside.
is not like i always like this?!
and why whenever i want to go out, i must like make appointment like this.
must tell them when i going out, go out with who & etc..
as for my bro, he can go out whenever he wants.
is like not fair!
he can go out like last minute, not need to tell them beforehand.
as for me, i must tell them before before hand.
sometimes told them they forgot, & starts to scold me & say i always last minute than say want to go out.
wth!
why can't i be like my friends,
they can go out whenever they want!
i'm really very jealous of it.
okay! enough of venting anger over here.
today is christmas eve.
must be happy.
anyway........

MERRY CHRISTMAS:D